gothic lolita 666

gothic lolita 666
In my diabolikal life i live on and on
And death keeps knocking at my door
So i open the door and i die a bit more
i'm in love with death and i die on and on




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# Posted on Sunday, 14 September 2008 at 1:29 PM

Edited on Tuesday, 04 August 2009 at 2:10 PM

me,myself and I

me,myself and I
looking back at myself i realised that i wasn't there
i am just a ghost, yet i am not aware
a shadow of a girl who used to be
traped in this body, ican't go free
my one and only dream is to be real
live among humans,breath and feel


# Posted on Sunday, 14 September 2008 at 1:36 PM

Edited on Sunday, 11 January 2009 at 8:55 AM

she who is me

she who is me
She has the silence deep in her breasts embraced
She wears a perfume of a truly vicious taste.
She has the wisdom in her empathic eyes.
She knows the truth to all unspoken lies.

She says she'd seel her angel for a dream
She says that she is not who she might seem
She says that she has lost her self-esteem
She says that she will not give up her dream

She offers traitors her lap to feel like home.
She masteres violence as if she fears noone.
She makes your anger turn into quiet tears.
She makes you laugh about intimate fears.

She hears the voices that tell me what to do.
She look into our eyes, but only smiles at you.
She knows the warmth she feels is not for long.
She stopped to speak that's why I end this song.

# Posted on Sunday, 14 September 2008 at 1:58 PM

Edited on Friday, 31 July 2009 at 6:23 PM

Mirror mirror on the wall........

Mirror mirror on the wall........
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Who looks the prettiest of them all?
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Can you see inside me at all?
Can you not see how I feel?
Can't you see this smile's not real?
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Can't you see how I feel at all?
Can't you see the tears i hide?
mirror can you see my inside
Can't you see that i am closer
to letting this dream take over?
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Can't you see me crying at all?
Can't you see how much I hurt?
How i dont belong in this earth?
i just Want to end it all
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Who do you see standing there in the hall?
mirror mirror that's not really me
oh dear mirror will you ever see?
The pain and secrets I must hide.
the dream of happiness i'll never find
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Now I know you can't see me at all,
You can't see how I feel,
mirror mirror i'm not real
mirror mirror on the wall
You can't see how much I want to die.
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
my reflection in you is just a lie.
c]

# Posted on Sunday, 14 September 2008 at 2:00 PM

Edited on Friday, 31 July 2009 at 4:42 PM

rape rape rape T_T

rape rape rape T_T

You've raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
Good girl!
And fucked!
Your own child
I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child



Little child , looking so pretty
Come out and play , I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
A rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat


he said:
it's alright if i touch you there
i'm your friend
little girl dont be scared

T_T



# Posted on Sunday, 14 September 2008 at 2:04 PM

Edited on Saturday, 22 August 2009 at 10:02 AM